Sunday, November 8, 2009

6 months

6 months ago today my Moira was born and my life changed forever. I miss her everyday and this pain sucks! I have been feeling a little more like myself these days, I feel like I can function a little more. Things are getting done around the house, slowly, but they are. There was a point a few months ago, that I felt like I couldn't function. I could make it through the work day, but when I got home, I would just go to my dark place. A place where I didn't have to think about daily things.
Now, Dave and I are stronger than we have ever been. I have met some amazing woman who have supported me through such a dark time in my life. I also have amazing and wonderful friends who have been there for me as well. My life will never be the same again, I will always have a hole in my heart that should be filled by Moira, but I know she is in a place where she isn't in pain anymore, and she is safe.
Hopefully we'll have a rainbow baby soon to fill that hole in our hearts just a little bit. No baby will ever replace Moira, but will help us to feel a little more whole.

Your daddy and I love you Moira with all of our hearts. We love you and miss you everyday that you aren't here with us and we will always, always, love you.

8 comments:

Jamie and Brian said...

Beautiful post, Alison. I know Moira is watching over you and Dave.

Prather Family said...

I'm thinking about you today Alison. Moira is safe and one day you will see her again. I'm praying for a rainbow baby very soon. (((Hugs)))

Once A Mother said...

Remembering Moira with you. RIP little girl...

Holly said...

Thinking of Moira and sending (((hugs))) to you. I hope that you will have the rainbow baby you dream of.

Steve and Cat Walker said...

Thinking of you today-- a very sad day for you both I'm sure. Just know that you're always in my thoughts and prayers and I know that you'll continue to find the peace that you so deserve.

Nothing will ever replace your Moira, but a new life will come and you'll feel the love that your heart misses right now. I pray that this happens soon for you both and that your hearts heal!

Love you!
Cathy

Holly said...

I have a picture for you, email me please caring4carleigh@yahoo.com :)

Alison said...

Thank you everyone for your love and support. Dave and I appreciate it very much!

Elizabeth said...

One day at a time is how you have to take it. It took me a year and half before I started to feel like myself again. *hugs*