6 months ago today my Moira was born and my life changed forever. I miss her everyday and this pain sucks! I have been feeling a little more like myself these days, I feel like I can function a little more. Things are getting done around the house, slowly, but they are. There was a point a few months ago, that I felt like I couldn't function. I could make it through the work day, but when I got home, I would just go to my dark place. A place where I didn't have to think about daily things.
Now, Dave and I are stronger than we have ever been. I have met some amazing woman who have supported me through such a dark time in my life. I also have amazing and wonderful friends who have been there for me as well. My life will never be the same again, I will always have a hole in my heart that should be filled by Moira, but I know she is in a place where she isn't in pain anymore, and she is safe.
Hopefully we'll have a rainbow baby soon to fill that hole in our hearts just a little bit. No baby will ever replace Moira, but will help us to feel a little more whole.
Your daddy and I love you Moira with all of our hearts. We love you and miss you everyday that you aren't here with us and we will always, always, love you.
7 comments:
Beautiful post, Alison. I know Moira is watching over you and Dave.
I'm thinking about you today Alison. Moira is safe and one day you will see her again. I'm praying for a rainbow baby very soon. (((Hugs)))
Remembering Moira with you. RIP little girl...
Thinking of you today-- a very sad day for you both I'm sure. Just know that you're always in my thoughts and prayers and I know that you'll continue to find the peace that you so deserve.
Nothing will ever replace your Moira, but a new life will come and you'll feel the love that your heart misses right now. I pray that this happens soon for you both and that your hearts heal!
Love you!
Cathy
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Thank you everyone for your love and support. Dave and I appreciate it very much!
One day at a time is how you have to take it. It took me a year and half before I started to feel like myself again. *hugs*
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